This morning has been strange , slept with some thoughts , found some solutions ....as i grapple with extra time on hands , all i can say is ...i will be able to liberate myself further ...paying attention to things i may not have earlier ...i seem to have cracked my secret code to workoholism ....yes u got it right ...avoiding pain by working too hard .....well not to discount my ambitious nature ...but i seem to have overworked the last 2 years just to avoid some pain . well i see a solution at sight now and for those who work with me ...too bad i m gonna be working only half as hard from now on :-)
As i spent last week ,not rushing , not fighting , not moving.....it was a blissful state , its as if u tear a map in bits and pieces and shake those pieces up and just let them fly ....maybe a few bits will actually fall into place ....who cares about the rest of the map ...these few bits fell in place all by itself ....
The struggle to establish what i wanted vs what i was heading towards ....is a matter of minor adjustment .Atleast the way i see it today ....focus on the bigger picture , the larger intention and give myself the time to see ,observe ,listen ... and move forward ..
I ve seen many of my friends grapple with those bits of the map , only to just let it fall in place and be happy in its effortlessness .
Nudge those events,people,resources around you just a bit , never to change its true course , observe what looks like your own bigger picture and choose that ....
C'mon life ...lets move it !
As i spent last week ,not rushing , not fighting , not moving.....it was a blissful state , its as if u tear a map in bits and pieces and shake those pieces up and just let them fly ....maybe a few bits will actually fall into place ....who cares about the rest of the map ...these few bits fell in place all by itself ....
The struggle to establish what i wanted vs what i was heading towards ....is a matter of minor adjustment .Atleast the way i see it today ....focus on the bigger picture , the larger intention and give myself the time to see ,observe ,listen ... and move forward ..
I ve seen many of my friends grapple with those bits of the map , only to just let it fall in place and be happy in its effortlessness .
Nudge those events,people,resources around you just a bit , never to change its true course , observe what looks like your own bigger picture and choose that ....
C'mon life ...lets move it !
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