bored

when will this work day end ?
the clouds are heavy and i m freezing at work
my brain died a few hours ago
my body needs some exercise

tired of drinking coffee & tea
bored of seeing the same ppl for the last 3 yrs
they r awesome ppl though

looking out the window
same old UB city
haven't been there since dubai
haven't had a drink in shiro since monday a month ago

eaten out in the restos in the neighbourhood
lived in this city for the last 26 yrs
travelled extensively , but wish to travel more

love my home ,office ,love,friends reasonably
out of passion
out of a purpose
out of something to accomplish
bliss is not that good afterall

when i struggled with challenges
at work , relationships , home ,my own ideas
i was happier
i was told to trust in the universe
it would find me love,peace and happiness
i have it all now
and sorrow "what if its taken back from me tommorow"
is this an illusion
what have i not worked hard towards this
is this just my laziness looking for happier solutions
what ever happened to my drive to achieve more , be more ,acquire more

did a part of me die
or is it reborn

ok i m off to mumbai now for some imp meeting
not bad ,the day ends well