Tuesday, March 27, 2012

The mundane becomes pleasurable

Of all the things warped in life ...since i got started on my business venture ..
the worst or the best seems to be simple pleasures in mundane tasks ..
a week has gone by fixing the most non value adding things around ...
chairs,broadband , new office essentials and the only thing that has got me past such boredom ..
its probably the rest and relaxation it provided my brain ...
as i wasted more time on the mundane ..i realized there were others lazily getting through life with no purpose...a day lost in oblivion would make no difference to their lives ...
then came the choice of living with no ambition ....how wud that feel ?
must try it some day ...
as i waited an hour waiting for my bsnl line application to move from one desk to another ...the dead pace of others got to me ...all i needed after that was more dead pace ....as addictive as it was ...it was strangely pleasurable ..
the yawning while waiting
the dreaming while staring at space
the lusting while hoping the broadband connection goes live ..
that lone lunch ,,where i wondered if such stolen moments are the only solace for an individual's spirit ..
and the wake up call ...when i got an sob code to move my file from one department to another ...only to realize the file still takes a day to get to the next building ...