BLUR MONDAY

Blue Monday

Oh that terrible Monday morning
I didn’t sleep the night before
Had to get done with the thought
Once and for all

Shock, pain, relief in that order
Moist eyes, cheeks, clothes in that order
Acute pain, shower, drive, tears, sunglasses in that order
More pain and then the realization
…….My Bad

So ……My Bad
No one to blame
No soul to squeeze
No fire to douse
No room to kill
Just pain, self inflicted pain

Damn this life is a BITCH

On a day like this

As I unwrap myself in reality
Come out of my fantasies
Life is still beautiful and I still have hot cocoa and a warm hug

Playing my unreal games
I ve come too far from “what I want “
But I ve noted the way back …as I took my time to do so.
Tracing my footsteps ..hey wait a min
I m not going back , its too late
When I loose track of my footsteps , I take a new path
An undiscovered alley ,where

On a day like this
I can see the sun is still shining on me
I can feel the cool breeze, playing with my hair
I can hear the the waves tickling my ears
I can smell the roses in the woods

I just can’t feel my feet on the ground.